I have seen…

I’ve researched the vampirism today and is quite surprised at how many different beliefs there are. Regular humans feel they are vampires because they are capable of doing what some vampires can do. It is very sad to see how these fictional vampires have overpowered the truth…

I almost feel as if I should step in and show these humans the truth, but I stop myself because not everyone is ready for the truth. I could get killed for it. There’s a reason why it is a secret. It was a mistake by someone in the past to let out that we exist, but as you can see now, we are fictional. Maybe it’s best to keep it at that. Hopefully, no more mistakes will come in the future.

I wasn’t meant to be what I am. Or I do feel I am not meant to be. There was no choice for me and I loathe it each day…
I am frowned upon greatly at my actions, but the one who created me should be at fault. You are chosen for a reason. Not by beauty or capabilities. You have to have something no other has. I do not fully understand it, but I know it is something not even a human can understand. Hence I was a mistake.

My creator may be dead if found what he has done. He may already be dead, but I will never know. They may be searching for me. If there is a way to end myself then let it be. I have been searching that answer for many years…

I don’t want to offend those who believe they are vampires. There are many religions, beliefs, etc… out there. It is human nature. You are curious. We all are. You want to be something or to feel something. The “want” is the reason to our curiosity. That is who we are. If there is a God then he created us curiously to see how we would react. If only I could believe he is real…

Maybe the true vampire is the something like a God. There are many things out there we do not know that not even science can answer. But maybe it is best we do not know. I’ve avoided my kind and I do not know the answers, but I do know what I’ve seen and been told. There is so much about “true” vampires that I cannot tell you it. I think they even don’t know where they came from. I’m sure even the curious vampire tries to find that answer. We are all curious humans and vampires.

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